To say this week has been a challenge would be a mild understatement..and it’s just Tuesday. Yesterday I chose to spend time with my husband and didn’t have much to say anyway.
Last week, Julie Glover wrote a blog on movies that defined our generation. For whatever reason, Julie’s blogs always seem to get my own creative juices flowing. I take a few days to soak up her posts, then I write. Considering that Pump Up The Volume was my all time favorite (Yes, even over The Breakfast Club which is my 2nd fave), it really got me reminiscing…and thinking about what it was that made that movie matter so much to me.
You know, these days you hear so much about bullying and all of it’s causes. This is nothing new. In fact, it doesn’t just stop because you become an adult! I don’t like it. I don’t agree with it. In my youth I’d gotten more than my fair share of it. In Pump Up The Volumethe main character, Harry, played by Christian Slater says that getting through it…surviving it…that’s the point! I think about that line a lot. And I think he’s right.
There’s a scene where Samantha Mathis’ character (his love interest) tells him that he keeps waiting for a voice to tell him what to do or what to believe…then says…you’re the voice you’ve been waiting for! In fact, earlier in the movie she sends his character a letter on red paper with a poem on it…She’s trying to figure out who his radio persona really is. The only thing she knows at this point is that they go to school together and that he speaks to her on a very visceral level.
“You’re the voice
crying out in the wilderness,
you’re the voice that
makes my brain burn and make my guts go gooey.
Yeah you gut me,
my insides spill on
your alter and tell the future,
my steaming gleaming guts spill out your nature.
I know you,
not your name, but your game.
I know the true you,
come to me or I’ll come to you.”
Going through challenges in life, embracing them, allowing them to sink into your soul and strengthen you…it helps to define the person you are. It feeds your passions. As writers, musicians and artists…it really helps you constantly recreate yourself. These are the gritty things that inspire you. They’re the opposites of the good, clean positive feelings that help you to realize, remember and appreciate when the good ones come along!
There’s another not so well known movie from the recent past that starred Lindsey Haun from True Blood & Toby Keith, that really drives that point home. It’s called Broken Bridges. It’s where I discovered Lindsey Haun for the first time. She has an amazing voice. I’d love to hear more of it! And the lyrics are just so powerful, so filled with emoition. We artsy types really feed on emotion. I know for me, though I can’t always write my grief while it’s happening, give me a couple days of distance and poetry or stories fly…and with a type of depth to them that speaks to real life experience. In this movie, and the above song, Lindsey Haun’s character writes this song and sings her heart.
She found a way to turn her pain into something beautiful. Because, like Christian Slater said…”surviving it’s the point!” What about you? Are there movies that have touched you deeply? Maybe pushed you harder toward your dreams? Maybe helped you get through tough times? Or maybe it was music? What inspires you? Who inspires you?